Sorry. I'm just not into it anymore. I can't. Writer's block? Maybe. But not likely since most of my favorite moment devotionals are already written since I've been working on that for a few years now. Winter blues? Probably. It's been raining and cloudy. I haven't seen sunshine in days. I need warm, humid Alabama breezes, not this cold, winter-y precipitation. Discouraged? A little. With so many things going on right now and so many mixed emotions, I can't seem to focus. I'm upset and disappointed in myself for imposing this challenge and not wanting to finish just a month into it.
My mind is so full of things that I just don't think I can continue. It's not fun anymore. Now, it feels more like an assignment given to me by an overbearing professor. Only the overbearing professor is me, and the student is also me.
Maybe tomorrow the urge will be back to continue what I've begun. I don't know. I think I miss writing the cute, sentimental stories and poems about motherhood and the silly things my children do and say.
I know one thing. I'm going to pray about it tonight and let God direct my path.
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